Look at what has become of a writer of love and pain because i never felt in love and i think soon i will escape and find my way because i deserve better and all this is because Nata sold my heart out or whatever she wishes her name to be its Sunday maybe pops is doing a great job with her  , everytime that passes i try to forget you , every minute i breathe i try to think u never exist , but my love to you is to strong and Real , never let me forget you any second , you are my angel sent from heaven and u also the demon sent from hell to haunt me and give me pain but why ? you know u are the love of my life my only precious tresure , u will warm my winter and full fill my desires but life is too jealous and unfair to our happines , now u walk away with the other one and hide and lie to me , i feel i have lost you foreve my princess , everynight before i close my eyes , i think of u lay by my side , every single time i try to smile , the memories come and make me cry , no one ever understand that im hurting inside i still cant accept u are in other arms holding you , now and forever u will remain in my heart and always in my thought , i miss your touch your kiss and your smile , but i send u my all from thousand miles away , i feel life without you is like a boat lost in the sea , and if God gave me 24 hours to Live , i would sure love you the 23 hours and the last hour i would search to find someone to love you and take care of you  ...

 Family and i would like to take also a place in the family and to speak with her father and tell him that i love your daughter and i will honor her and respect her for all our life and always take care and protect her and for him to not worry that his daughter is in safe hands , i neened this very much , and i also want to bring rings so we can engadge , and after in march the papers for wedding and in may the Grand wedding infront of the sea at the best beach bar restaurant here , romantic and loving , the pictures from there would make the best in you